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February 15 Valentine's Day Special Song~~ My Dears~ Sorry for the delay in my music, I have been working on many small projects that I'm sure you will all like to hear hehe^^ I am very touched that you all love to listen to my music and your messages are always motivating me to write more and more. I have wrote a special song for my Valentine that I would like to share with all of my dear fans.. I hope that you will enjoy this song. As many have noticed, I've started writing more romantic songs these past few days and I'm grateful that you still listen even tho my genre has changed from Rock to Romance.. These days I've been inspired and deep in my heart I just want to share my feeling with the world :) I hope I have done well and I will continue to work hard to compose more music for all of you great people. Thank you again for listening and for supporting me. The name of my latest song is.. 'Dreamgirl' and is ready to download from: http://cid-466f3850b857aa76.skydrive.live.com/self.aspx/Music/Dream%20Girl.mp3 ENJOY^^ Your Star.. Xx Iffy xX October 01 Eid? not this year for me... Ramadan seems to be getting harder and harder for me every year! haha As years go by, my body seems to be getting bigger but weaker somehow. I felt that the fasting this month was so difficult. Normally I do this every year quite easily, but this year.. because I have large strain on my chest, I found it very difficult to continue. If a person is taking medication, they don't normally fast, but in my case, I really wanted to do this.. I do this every year and would be breaking my tradition to stop this time... I finished my fast, and now is Eid, the big celebration. I should be feeling very excited and happy this day... I've had such a bad month this month too, so much bad luck in my personal life and so much stress. Stress puts a lot of strain on my chest and makes it much harder for me to continue my fasting.. So many things happened this month and I was faced with many Dilemmas..  Sometimes I even imagined losing something that was very precious to me, I thought maybe that is what is right thing to do, stop me from being stressed is to stop the problem by the source.. but losing something that is so precious is the hardest thing to do and to face.. I just can't seem to do it..  Maybe I am being too selfish, I should be thinking of not just myself..  I hope this pain goes away soon, I will find a way to do this without losing what matters most to me.. I must be stronger and more mature about this, its the only way.. Normally I am the positive one. What normally happens when 2 people are negative?  When 2 people are negative, fights and arguments start and I really don't want that to happen.. I always try to be the positive one and from the start I normally am the positive one.. But these days, I feel like being optimistic doesn't seem to be changing anything at all.. I think I have lost the will to be optimistic again, what is the point in becoming optimistic when the other person doesn't seem to change??? Maybe I am asking for too much, maybe I deserve better or maybe, just maybe... I'm out of luck.. Today is Eid, I won't be leaving the house... No mood to celebrate, 30 days of fasting is all over and I feel like I have achieved nothing except lost a part of what I was... I no longer feel like the same Iffy... Happy Eid to Everyone...  Your Star... Xx Iffy xX  April 25 My 22nd Birthday :)I have celebrated my 22nd Birthday this month :D
I had such a nice time with my friends that time and we had lot of cool conversations on the table too :p
Oooh I sat on the head of a looooong table haha felt so good, I felt like a King haha!
We went to a nice restaurant and the naan bread was soo big it was on a hook and we had to share it between 4 people!
We had to pretend one of my friends was called Sophia, Sophia was the one that booked my Party at that restaurant too but sadly she couldn't make it. She also got me such a nice big present!!!
My Friend Jennifer pretended she was Sophia because the seats were booked in Sophia's name so when the waiter asked where is Sophia I said I'd find her :p I grabbed Jennifer and said there you are Sophie!!! They made announcement for Sophie's name when the table was ready for us and when they said her name we took a while to realise and think, "Oh Sophie! thats you haha" so we followed her up to our tables and I sat at the head :D:D:D
We had such a nice time there and so many interesting conversations ;)
Later that night we went to a place called Canal street which is known for its Gay bars and areas, we thought it would be fun to go there.
Inside that place we were ordering drinks and I was waiting at the bar for my J20 with My Wife Sam haha(pretend) she said to me:
Wife Sam "Iffy, thats not really a woman behind you"
Me "Of course it is, she has big boobs :p"
Wife Sam "Look at his face!"
Me 'Turns and looks in horror'
I could see those manly eyes and stubble on the chin and I lost my breath because we were staring at eachother in the eyes!
I turned back around to face The Wife and I said:
Me "Your Right!!"
The Wife starts laughing.
Wife Sam "Iffy, he's rubbing your arm!!!"
I couldn't feel it because I was still in shock! So I turned and faced him again and looked into his eyes again.
She-male "You ok?"
Me "Yea, um well, you just have beautiful eyes"
She-male "I never seen you in this bar before, your first time here?"
Me " Yea my first time in this bar but not this area"
She-male "So where's your boyfriend?"
:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O
Me "He's the big guy sat on the table, but he doesn't really like me talking to other guys"
The Wife just can't stop laughing!!!
Me "JAKE DARLING!"
But he doesn't hear me :S
Me "I really gotta go back to my table now, they are waiting for me and I don't want my boyfriend Jake to see you talking to me, I don't want him to hurt my new friend"
I hold My Wife's arm and told her to walk as fast as we can!
The She-male grabs my ass from behind!!! We run back up the stairs and back to our tables!
After that moment we had such a great night and took some funny pictures too, I took a taxi home with 4 people, 2 guys stayed at my place, The Wife and Colette shared our taxi so they got home safe.
In the morning I get a phone call from...........somebody with familiar voice saying to me "Hey Darling you looked so bad the other night I just want to come there and punish you"
I opened my mouth in horror!!! I know that voice!!!!!!! February 12 Download My Music!!!Now it is possible that you can download my music from this site by going on to my home page, and clicking the on my Shared Music folder. After listening to the song, please let me know how you feel about it by commenting my Guestbook at the bottom of this page. I hope that I won't dissapoint you all I'm looking forward to hearing from you all and don't forget to let me know what is your favourite recording Fo my Dears... Xx Iffy xX here is link to download my music http://cid-466f3850b857aa76.skydrive.live.com/browse.aspx/Music January 18 Story of Iffy...for my dearsI remember when I wrote my first song, it was 2 years ago just before I learned how to play the guitar, I wrote it for my ex gf because she died on new years day 2006. *If you read my blog before this one it will be explained* http://irffand.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!466F3850B857AA76!277.entry
First song I ever wrote was a sad song that I sang for her by her grave and my friends were there to watch me. Was very touching but I was also going through a hellish time during then, I dissapeared for a month, nobody knew where I was, also I tried suicide 4 times those months when it got to my birthday I bought a guitar online.
I found out that it was an american made guitar thats actually worth quite a lot of money when I took it to the guitar shop to find out if I been ripped off lol I figured out it was worth almost 3 times that I payed for!
This was good news for me, I learned by myself how to play it, no teacher at all except a friend that taught me how to hold it and 5 basic chords that he taught me in an hour so that I can memorise it, even after he left I wrote a song using those 5 chords too
I learned guitar from that day, didn't think that lot of people liked the songs that I was writing on guitar at the time.
I wrote a guitar song to go with the song I wrote for my ex gf, sounded really nice and I performed it for a friend's birthday and dedicated it to my ex. That night I felt the thrill when the people cheered for me and realised that I want more...
I continued to write songs during that time when I was in college and I became very popular over only a year! lot of people knew me there.
I then learned a song for a friend of mine, her name is Christie, she is Malaysian and she is very good friend of mine that always cheers me up in dark times thought she might not notice, she is a good girl *don't kill me for putting your name here* The song she really liked was Yequ, I learned how to play it for her birthday party and lot of her friends really liked the song, I didn't know it was a popular song at the time. Was a great night for us all and I made her very happy when I sang for her too, was my way of paying her back
I then uploaded the song on a profile *cant remember which A day later over a hundred asian people had friend requests for me and left me so many messages in my inbox, they really liked how I played the song and listened to my others too and liked them even more, they thought I was a professional singer and guitarrist, was a great feeling even though I only been playing and singing for barely 2 years!
My asian fanbase started from that day and I had lot of asian fans! was very happy as asian people are very friendly and show so much emotion and give me much inspiration to continue writing my songs. Now it has been almost 2 years now since I been playing guitar and singing and I will go to perform in China in 7 months time
I will perform for my friends and fans there in small groups in Shanghai, Beijing and then Guangzhou, after this I hope to be more popular in China and work on becoming popular in another country in Asia.
My story so far... For my dears
Your Star Forever...
Xx Iffy xX January 03 Rest In Peace Mara...1st of January is supposed to be a happy day for all, a day when everybody starts a new year and remembers all the great things they have done.
For me, not such a happy day for me, as my ex girlfriend died on New Years Day 2006.
Mum was out, brother was out, I went to cemetary and spent the night there. I sang a song, planted another rose and prayed for her.
Rest in peace Mara, I won't forget you...
Xx Iffy xX September 27 My NEW Haircut!!!!!!I just got my new haircut and not too sure what to think so you people can let me know if you prefer it this way or not :p   September 24 New Song Coming in October :D:D:DThe rumours are true and I will be releasing another song in October!!!
 Keep up the Crazy fan mail and I will keep you all updated by replying your mails that you send to my hotmail
 Also I got a few more new pictures too but I will only send them to you if I see you on MSN if I'm free
 I got a new haircut too and I hope you all like it for those who have already seen it!
Lots of Luv, Your star...
 Xx Iffy xX
 June 06 New Songs for U Crazy People ;) Comment Me :DHey there crazy people!
Feel free to make some comments and tell me what u think
 Xx Iffy xX
December 19 I'm Blind!!!!! ..again :pFound out that my deadline was on wednesday last week lol so i had to finish my assignment :p
so i was up all night without any sleep just doing my assignment and i did 40 pages overnight lol!
wot a crazynight :p never did that much work overnight ever! was sooo tired.
went into college and handed in my work, my eyes were red and teacher said are u ok, i said not really haha i slept in my
lenses again :p i did it again the same night so i slept in them for 2 days and when i woke up my eyes were swollen i had to go hospital.
been eye hospital and had to wait for 4 hours to get seen and then 3 hours again later on lol wat a crazy day!
had to have assistance going to the toilet lol cuz i walked into the wrong 1 haha!
when i got home i couldnt even see the guitar properly so i got really upset :( November 15 Crappy weekendHad to go into the hospital, just found out that i have been diagnosed with Tietze's Syndrome.
Not very nice, It means that i have weak chest bones and at times it gets tight and i spit blood, none of my family know. I also faint which pisses me off, sumtimes i wake up in the hospital.
This weekend I had 2 go 2 the hospital to sort it out, I had X-Rays and all sorts. Had to take out my piercing, i lost it so my friend bought me a new 1. The food sucked big time. I couldn't sleep from Friday till Sunday because this baby kept me awake, also I could hear simultanious moaning because there were people that were in labour! I went insane! I got out on Monday morning and got told that I have to stay on a strict diet, don't over exercise, and take these crappy tablets. Soon as I got home i clutched on2 my Guitar and didn't let go! |
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